It is freezing in the office. Everyday I feel like I'm some meat being preserved in a refrigerator. This week is going to be boring, lecture lecture and lecture. Plenty of FRS e-learning to do. Urgh, I suppose this is the boring part of audit. Haha, and this is why for the umpteenth time I have someone come up to me and say "I don't think you suit audit leh. Why you choose to do audit uh?" Haha, trust me people, I KNOW.

The long weekend seemed awfully short. Already I'm counting down to my next holiday. Sadly, this is going to be the case for the rest of my life until I retire. Haha, which won't be until a loooonng way more to go. My stomach is growling like mad. I am hungry. And you can literally tell how slow the class is moving because I am sitting here blogging. Haha.

Attended a wedding on Saturday, Kathy and Xian's. Wonder how I would feel when I walk down that aisle, knowing that I'm going to be bonded for the rest of my life to a person. Wonder if it's going to be willingly or unwillingly. It could be a path of joy or a path of doom. But everytime I attend a wedding, I would always tear, because it is so beautiful, how two person would pledge to cherish and love each other, bonded eternally in the sacredness of marriage. That was my once idealistic belief of marriage, and a desire that I would enjoy the same, but unfortunately it isn't always true. Maybe I won't see the day where I'll walk down the aisle. Even worse, walk down the aisle because I have to, obligated to. I hope that the day wouldn't come. I feel oddly old, maybe because I am of a marriageable age now, when parents are beginning to hound. The day seems awfully and unbelievably near.

I'm nowhere ready, and please don't let it be an unhappily ever after.

Labels: August 2010