Your laughter. Your eyes. Your touch. Once told me how beautiful I was to you. That I was much loved.

Years later, I look at those little notes you left me, the faint whisper of the words "I love you" sweetly resounds in my ear, as if you were just right beside me.

I remember your hug, your quiet assurance, your witty jokes, your boyish laughter.

Years later, I could still hear my heart breaking all over again. And the tears just can't stop falling.

Now I know why I haven't let anyone close since you.

I thought time would erase all prints and pain.

I was wrong. Because I still miss you. Sharply, acutely, as if you never left.

Work is just an excuse to hide the words I cannot say or admit.

Dreams - I wish they are real.

Because in dreams I have my happily ever after. With you.