Had a steamboat buffet with my dearest cousin's cousins and Weiqin today. It kind of slipped my mind that today was Bethany's anniversary where we usually go to Swissohotel for dinner. It could be deliberate, because I probably didn't want to remember it's the first church function that we aren't together. Call me a chicken. I didn't have the courage to go and smile. Tomorrow is Sunday again. It's funny, but the sense of dread is still there. Yet, when I go to church, when I'm in church, I feel very happy and peaceful. I pray for greater strength to walk on in my faith. Sometimes I really worry that I may give up. But I am trying to press on. Tell myself I must have the discipline to continue going else what's going to happen?
Okay happy stuff, no more emo. I was super pissed off when the lady at the shop gave me the wrong colours for 2 tops that I bought at Bugis Street. Whee! Purposely went down there with my gang in tow to change it, now I'm in a reasonably good mood. The clothes looked so much better in their respective chosen colours! I have nice people all around me. We sat at the buffet place from like 8pm to 12mn! Can you believe how long we were sitting there?! Haha, we played movie name games and share stupid stories. It was very heartwarming and comfortable. I had a great time although I came home with my body seriously aching and bloated! Aching from playing. Bloated from like insane amount of food and drinks.
Assignments already started pouring in. School. Haha, in a blink of an eye it'd be over. Then maybe I can finally get out of here. Where sometimes I really find that I cannot breathe.
Labels: August 2009
